What I know about you

It is clear that, there are many things that I don’t know about you. But here comes what I do know about you:

You are amazing. Not as the way you think of even people thinks about the amazingness itself, there is something inside you that touch my soul and lovely tatoo something there.

You smell sweet. your skin is so soft and your body so tiny and fragile that I feel I’m having some kind of treasure in my hands. I still can feel my nose driving slowly trough your arm skin when we were laying on my bed looking for a sweet kiss.

You are strange. You said too many things to me, and I’m not sure why you said all those things, and I’m not saying this in a bad way but, it quite doesn’t make any sense once you deeply analizes

You use me. You came into me, you took as much as you could, you learned about your power, and I learned about mine. Try not to misunderstand what I’m saying here, we can always be friends, but the truth is I feel my arms empty and not because of you left, but because my body is weak caused by the energy that is missing in my body.

You left.

That’s all I know about you.

And after all I don’t have the guts to send you F*** **F

Short shots of soft pain SSSP

I know you are out there…
Somewhere…
Waiting.

Look at my eyes once,
you will see yourself.

look at my eyes twice,
you will only see myself,
inside you.

Bad,
Wrong,
Boring,
Stupid.

Again,
I’m sorry,
I apologize…
Believe me,
I’m so sorry,
Again.

I will be here,
imagine you.

You will be there,
Thinking of us,
with him.

Crying for you,
Missing me.

I know you are not perfect,
But I don´t care.

I know you are not here,
But I don’t care.

I know I screwed everything up,
But what to do now?

I know I’ve been having this conversation for a while,
by my own,
so what?

Nothing can’t stop me,
from being this way,
you will miss me.

I bet you already do…
so what?

Does anyone has the courage to change?

If I were an electric storm,
I’ve had ended a long time ago.

All I feel in my hands now,
ashes.