Resoluciones 2017

Es tiempo plantearse lo que vamos a hacer este año y me da gusto por fín sentir que está todo más claro.

Este momento es el momento de construir la plataforma, de las comunidades anárquicas basadas en tecnología. Para erradicar la violencia de las actuales polícias federales y fuerzas militares.

Aislar de manera real y sustentable, las comunidades en donde habitamos.

Abrir la puerta a un debate serio y con la intención de retomar el poder pólitico de las comunidades.

Somos los consultores encargados de proveer de las herramientas a los productores más sustentables y afines con la comunidad, para empoderar las economías independientes basadas en la satisfacción y en la calidad de vida.

Los deseos son los mismos de siempre. Pero está vez, sin prejuicios y con plena aceptación de los más puros instintos. Manteniendo una realización lo más objetiva y alineada a la misión principal que es hacer una interacción lo más sana para todos los seres del universo.

Ya habrá tiempo para seguir proabando todas esas sutiles cosas de la totalidad, pero por ahora basa el presente y éste quiere decirnos algo muy claro.

Bendita la oportunidad de enfrentar el presente con esta realidad.

Namaste.

 

Con todo ese cariño

Estos días han sucedido cosas que merecen ser recordadas. Y no me refiero a todas las hermosas experiencias que en si mismas se han hecho inolvidables, sino a todas estas extrañas sensaciones de escepticismo y hartazgo, estas flechas en el espíritu que ponen a prueba mi amor y mi optimismo.

Por momentos pierdo el piso y siento que estoy flotando en el espacio. Pero ahora entiendo que el piso, y el «flotar» son parte de la mismai ilusión, nada existe en realidad, sólo somos proyecciones de nuestra mente.

Pero aún así parece que los días siguen pasando y la realidad cada vez se vuelve más plástica. La realidad nos habla si le ponemos atención y toda clase de cosas locas tocan a nuestra puerta todo el tiempo. El secreto está en abrirse.

Esta semana empiezo con las renuncias a los pactos que hice en vidas pasadas con la esperanza de sanar y liberar la energía atrapada en mi karma, es buen momento de liberar todo el potencial antes de partir.

No sin antes agradecer a todos los seres de luz que se han cruzado en mi camino y todas sus enseñanzas, su amor y su cariño. Me he sentido profundamente amado, han tocado mi espiritu desde mi cuerpo hasta mi alma. Sin duda no soy el mismo que empezó este viaje hace ya casi un año.

Miro hacia atrás y puedo afirmar que este ha sido uno de los años más hermosos de mi vida, 2016 cuando de golpe conocí muchas ciudades de Europa, hice nuevos negocios, me reencontré con amigos, hice nuevos amigos y me transforme en una versión alternativa de mi mismo, con la influencia del conocimiento ancestral del ayahuasca y la influencia de muchas culturas que han venido a mi vida todas a cambiarme, hacerme otro, una persona que ya no responde de manera tradicional sino que ha sido tocado por la diversidad de un hermoso mundo lleno de historia y personas llenas de amor.

Con todo ese cariño, me puedo hacer un hogar, y desde ese hogar seguir conociendo, viajando y aprendiendo. Es momento de volver al primer sueño, en donde comenzaron todos los demás sueños, pero este sueño de Europa todavía no termna, vienen algunos destinos más y después, después no sabemos.

Namaste.

Aquí ya es Navidad

29 de Noviembre de 2016. No olvides, las emociones que te han envuelto en estos días. No olvides estas frías mañanas en Berlin, que se hacían noches después del almuerzo. Recuerda estos días llenos de emociones y pensamientos, que las conversaciones y las preguntas que nos planteamos en estas fechas y hagamos un balance en otros años.

Mucho que aprender y mucho por descubrir, pero lo importante es que siempre podemos tener nuevos ojos. Cada respiración es un instante único que puede tener una nueva significación una intención distinta a todos los instantes anteriores.

Es momento de saltar y poner en práctica, todo lo que sabemos.

Namaste.

 

Serie de fotos seleccionadas Noviembre 2016:

 

Un día más para agradecer

Gracias madre naturaleza por el día de hoy.

Gracias por el alimento, gracias por la luz del Sol, gracias por el amor de los seres humanos, gracias por el amor de las plantas y el amor de los animales.

Gracias por todas las bendiciones conocidas y desconocidas que recibimos hoy.

Gracias por permitirme sentir, pensar y soñar.

Namaste

Keep it weird

This 2016 has been so special. So many lessons learned and still to be discovered.

I am thankful with the universe for all what has brought to me, and I am ready to fulfill its demands. I am an instrument of nature, for building a new reality and new era for the human being and their connection with their inner love.

It is not gonna be easy, there is so much skepticism but love is opening hearts globally. I am confident this change is the best for all and we are close see it happening.

So breath, relax, leave your social networks for a while and embrace life, embrace change, open to love. Keep it weird and go over one time and again.

Namaste.

 

 

Gracias por la experiencia de estar vivo

(Header photo by: ecoosfera.com, Pablo Amaringo)

Gracias por el Sol,

Por el aire, por el agua y por la tierra.

Gracias por la posibilidad de experimentar todas las cosas. Gracias por mi capacidad de pensar y mi capacidad de sentir.

Gracias por el regalo de los padres, del amor y de los amigos.

Gracias por el alimento, el físico y el espiritual.

Gracias por dejarme compartir mi experiencia de vida con todos estos seres maravillosos que habitan el planeta.

Gracias por la muerte y por la existencia más allá del cuerpo.

Te consagro mi vida al servicio de los seres que como yo, están viviendo su experiencia en este tiempo y espacio, aquí y ahora.

Madre tierra, aquí estan tus hijos, que hoy hemos venido para estar contigo.

Namaste.

The calling

This story was originally written a few days ago after my first time using Ayahuasca.

11/09/2016

Today we are under too much energy, people is there feeling all these things and they don’t know how to react.

Time is always perfect

The present may look complicated or «cold» but each season intent is to experience all the feelings and experiences starting from hard awful times.

This is a changing point in history. Now is our time to do something or be like all the ones before us were just looking (just as we are doing right now)

Nothing changes, but ourselves. Inside ourselves is the key to change the world.

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I want to share my experience taking the Ayahuasca for the first time.

The calling to shamanic life came to me and now the opportunity is trying this medicine, was a perfect opportunity to understand what this calling means.

First I had one glass shot of the medicine, and I started to feel insecure, tired, frustrated, weak, and hungry. No real elements of psychedelia neither visual or mental. Even though it was already clear, the medicine was already taking me in its web of safety.

I took the second glass and adopting the meditation position I started to see with my eyes closed. The bright everything was in the darkness of my closed eyes, was for me, the first sign of the energetical connection between all of us in the group.

From that moment and until later this morning I was completely taken by the medicine and the action I performed were absolutely as an instrument of nature.

I started to move my arms with the flow of the music; the energy was flowing through my body like waves of light.

Then I began to feel other people feelings; I do not remember the line order of events, but I will try to be as relevant as possible.

I first feel the first visuals very similar as in Tepozquite DMT I couldn’t intensely concentrate on them, but I feel this floating feeling separation of the human body step on soul level environment, still cold and silent for me.

All the beautiful feelings about life we can feel all at the same time, making my tears cried as if I were the happiest human being the world, which in fact I am sure for a moment we all were.

I realized how much I love me; holding my legs and kissing my knees and providing me physically the tender love I wanted to feel like a human being. Then I started to realize how much love I have for mother nature and our ancestors. Between the 3rd and the 4th glass.

I started to cry in the ground and began to repeat the word: Dad, Papa, gracias I said, While I cry with all my heart, like if I have never said this to my dad before.

I wanted to take a flight and hug him and kiss him (I felt taking several planes across the world to hug, kiss and tell them that I love them unconditionally) looking into his eyes and embrace this love bond that lasts forever.

Here was when I understood my shamanic calling came from my father’s ancestors. For a moment I saw all his words and all the knowledge that he had given to me, the medicine was only using his words.

I understand my grandmother were also an emotional channel for his family.

I know that I was crying someone else’s tears, and feelings but that connection allowed me to get the answer I was asking.

For a moment when she stands next to me, and I started to feel pain in my stomach, I saw a ball inside the belly. I saw its light; I felt the pain, and I saw women feeling the pain of losing a child, and the pain in carrying the seed of life inside themselves.

I moved my hands around it, and I am pretty sure I was moaning until, with my hands, I dissolve the stomach pain, and she left. After that, I vomit for the first time.

I saw our guide next to me and It made feel very protected Although the medicine has been gentle to me this time.

I saw my powers. I recognized myself and observed myself from outside. With all the tender lover that mother ayahuasca drive us around the past, and I saw the love and admiration in the faces on my loved ones, I understand this bond is real and thanks to my enthusiasm of a kid, that I am still a kid.

I am a young soul.

My soul is in this stage of life, so its healing others to heal itself. I have this ability of unselfish desire of commit to the well-being of every single being.

When I started to here and felt the pain, the pain of humanity, the pain of the earth, the deep suffering that is inside ourselves is very disturbing. But, I know my energy and love is my tool to seat there and be there for the other, that we can handle this for other to see and feel what is going to teach them a better feeling of life.

I accepted myself as I am, and understand It is ok to be human, to have human emotions and desires.

That this is the experience of life and death is the door to another type eternity.

I felt how much I love so many people, I saw their love and I could feel them connected to me and my emotions. The unconditional love I feel for them and the importance of hug them and tell them. I know It will be medicine for them as well.

I see all the beautiful possibilities in my life and how nice to live with absolutely nothing.

I discover how much I love to dance; I felt how energy comes out of my body when I am dancing and why people reacts the way they do when I dance around them.

I danced, I crawled, I walked and seat and moan around the place, always trying to help and be with someone who can use some of my love.

I intensely suffer from the people’s pain, and I could feel the spirits for the first time. They were all passing in and out of our human bodies. They were making us feel different emotions, we all were there sitting still for each other, doing our best to let that experience to heal, There was always the protection of our guide and a very protective environment where all these feelings were rolling around the universe.

I see there is a lot of things that comes with this decision and that accept this path attempt to change my life, for the good of the other, and my entire will, and be there for the other.

I saw the spirituality in Christianity. Even, when I have no religion, I understood, their sacred connection with spirituality and the feelings that can make people feel, I am sure there were significant breakthroughs out of the Jesus Crist life.

I see the energy that I can make balls of it and send to the world.

I gave my life to the medicine and its spirit, to be used as a tool for the healing of the world.

I accept myself as I am, and I am ready to keep my actions according to my present life.

I was playful and happy most of the time while in the medicine; sometimes our guide calls me to calm down.

I shared experiences, conversations, and silence with my brothers and sister and stay there in circles of emotions.

I may keep opening details, but we are going to watch a movie now.

Namaste.

After a month here

How will you describe your experience in this life?

How about your yesterday´s journey?

We are walking to some place but, What is going to happen after you get what you want?

It is cool to start with some questions, so you can be fully distracted when you get to read this lines. Basically, it doesn’t count as communication if we are not exchanging ideas from the very beginning.

What I like about languages is that you can learn more from the way people talks to each other, and what those words means to them than only walking around their streets. There is too much knowledge inside our culture chips than we are an extraordinary source of cultural information about where we come from.

There is peace coming from knowledge of course. There is much more anxiety than in ignorance. Which drives smart people to some uneasiness feeling once in a while.

Tomorrow will be having the sacred medicine and I am happy and excited. Trying to keep it cool and manage no expectations. It is a time for reborn.

Germany and The Netherlands are definitely one of the most amazing places I have ever been in my life and I am sure there is still too much to see and share about this epic places.

I take no rush in this trip to understanding, this life is all about the experience. What experience are you sharing with the world?

Yes, more questions for you. You can answer for yourself alone. Although I am always happy to talk about it. Namaste.

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Berlin día 21

Dicen que a los 21 días de hacer algo se le puede considerar un habito. Bueno pues supongo que ya me habitué a Alemania (Entiendo que está completamente fuera de contexto, pero amable lector permítame seguir) y eso me genera sentimientos encontrados.

Por un lado su belleza y perfección me parecen impresionantes. Todos los días salir por cualquier lugar es increíble, los rios, los parques, el transporte, etc. Y eso que sólo hay como 7 horas de Sol y está nublado todo el tiempo, eso sin contar el frio y lo incómodo de sudar en la bicicleta y tener como calor por dentro y frio por fuera.

Mis deseos de hacer están contenidos. Siento poca energía y mi deseo de hacer está como solidificado. A penas por las noches mi cerebro da señales de vida pero en general me mantengo absorto e intraquilo. Siento una gran presión por «tener que hacer algo» aún cuando habilmente ya me liberé de esa presión. Al menos por ahora, puedo operar en la libertad que necesito, sin embargo, esta situación sólo me hace más complejo el panorama.

Siento un halo de tristeza que no puedo distinguir exactamente de donde viene, puede ser solamente soledad mezclada con neblina, puede ser melancolía otoñal tocada con elegancia por las hojas ardientes de colores brillantes como el fuego y la luz. En realidad es el final de esta parte de mi que se está transformando, este alcanzar una visión que deseaba y ahora parece no responder las preguntas que me llevaron a buscar esta claridad, pero no por eso ha dejado de llegar el aprendizaje.

Es momento de respirar, y de ser fiel a lo que soy, a lo que siempre he sido y a lo único que puedo ser. Sin duda hay muchas cosas por resolver y hacer en la vida, pero claramente eso no le concierne a nuestra mente y a su ilusión de futuro y realidad, es en su capacidad de ser invisible a los ojos de los seres humanos que nos envolvemos en ella, como una trampa. Es momento de llamar a los seres de luz desde el espíritu.

Voy a sonreír, voy a ofrecer mi ayuda y voy a morir en paz haciéndolo.

Namaste.

Some words from Munchen

This place is a small paradise.

Full of open spaces, small buildings, and death silence it is the great place to die with no sound slowly.

I am happy to visit my friends, see they are doing great, having same dreams and fears and fighting against all what overcomes their way. I am also happy to all the new worlds we will open for other people.

It’s boring. It make me feel older than I actually am and I can’t wait to see my friend Hector and smoke one around the corner.

Thank you Munich for teaching me something new. For meeting your friendly people and your absolutely independent children.

There is much from you that the World can learn, but I also know there is so much of the world that make so much good, you will see.

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Thank you for your trees and the lonely walks in your darkness silence. I hope I can come back soon to see all of this full of snow.

It has been a couple of days after The We, and I still miss my soul buddies although I know they are here with me. So the contrast from the unity and the experience of the self.

Finally thanks to that girl, that let me know I should leave the train without a ticket NOW cause the people checking was coming. It reminded me the time I was walking around Golden Gate Park and a girl shouted me: «There is the bus station! Sorry dude, I felt I had to tell him (As she was talking on the phone)

So, again a completely lovely stranger saved me from something that could end up no that well. I left the train, I did not wait for the bus though.

So… For Berlin, for Munich, for The We, for David, for Claudia and for Raúl. Thanks for such a warmth welcome in Germany, so far, best trip of y life.

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