Sadness talking

19:40
and why u always look so sad?
is it part of the acting… or is one of those things
that u cant get rid of it?
19:40
‘dunno…maybe there’s something that i carry around…and that is already a part of myself
19:41
or that is what u want to believe to do not have to think of it… right?
19:42
yep maybe you’re right
maybe i just don’t want to go and search for the source of sadness